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I wanna get this off my chest

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I absolutely have no idea where to post this, but I thought about which subreddit I trust most and love most, and remembered this. So here you go.

I take care of my parents, am loved by the family and my siblings, have a lot of online friends, and charming and likable to others when I talk to them. Yet, I’m religious, so I have to get married to be in a relationship.

The religion sets no limits to marriage; you could be poor and do it. But society doesn’t agree, you have to be financially stable.

I didn‘t and still can’t stand for this, so I created my fictitious wife in rebellion. That was 2 and a half years ago.

She’s like a best friend and a responsible person to me. I’m a writer, so I create scenarios and dialogue too. I discovered how romantic I could be too while I wrote everything.

Despite that, I’m still respected by my full family. They of course wouldn’t know about this — aside from my mom, who doesn’t mind, but fuck it, it’s my life.

I wouldn’t really say I have IRL friends, because that’d mean I have people I regularly chat with face-to-face and they’d call me themselves without me initiating anything. Which is something I‘d not say I’ve got from anyone who’s not a family member.

I posted this here because I just wanted to let this out, I always was happy with this and didn’t mind it until I read responses to people on the internet doing the same thing. Of course I know it’s fictitious! But I love it. I’m not saying I‘d never marry in real life if I could, but that’s if I could.

I take care of myself to the best of my ability in the day, and try to balance everything. But today I had two separate emotional breakdowns about this matter, and wanted to spill it out. I never cared for society’s sayings, especially considering the fact everyone‘s buried in their own grave at the end; no one gets joint graves. This is my alternate form of journaling, and my alternate form of self love. I never eliminated responsibilities, I never actually neglected my real family.

Thanks for reading, and I‘ll answer whatever questions I can.

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