2. Im so weak minded. Ive no self respect. : stressLess-life

Im so weak minded. Ive no self respect.

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Can't stop thinking of her; she's on my mind every second.

I went to see her last weekend, the day before my birthday. She promised she would see me. When I arrived at her place, she told me to wait five minutes as she was getting ready, then came up with excuses as to why she couldn't leave the house to see me. So I went home and didn't message her for eight days.

Two days ago, she reached out to me saying, "I don't think I'll ever get over you; do you know how hard that is to accept?" followed by, "I've missed you so much, I crave you, I want you, I still love you and want to be with you." She more or less said that I am totally different from anyone else she has ever been with, including her ex-boyfriend from a ten-year relationship. Then she said it breaks her heart at the thought of me moving on with anyone else. (This was a video she took, and was breaking her heart in it)

That night we again had a fall out, because she sent me a pic of herself, more or less exposing her whole upper body with the caption "comfy comfy" i genuinely thought the pic was just for me.. bare in mind her boob's were pretty much all out, look on her public snapchat and its posted there too. She took that pic, no doubt sent it to absolutely everyone, posted it on her public then sent it to me on WhatsApp. So I replied "well seen that has a caption" and she replied "what of it?" Then deleted the pic from our chat. I more or less told her to block or delete me at this point because never in a million years would I have ever got back into anything with her. That's what I said.

But folks, hear me out. Right from the start of our relationship, she has embarrassed me, disrespected me, emotionally cheated more than I can count, loves male attention, lied, went for drives with guys when I was on nightshift, spoke of meeting guys, deleted and hid texts, and hid another man from me—a man who she allowed to say "I love you" to her, a man she called handsome, good-looking, etc., behind my back and bad-mouthed me to. Any time we had a fall out? Another man was in the scene..but! Because I reacted to her negative ways? I was to blame for us falling to pieces, i was made to be the bad guy, im the horrible guy! Everything she done seemed to have been justified, and now we've not been together for 3 months. She only cared about how I made her feel when I was reacting to what she was doing, she didn't care she was hurting me.

But still, here I am still chasing her, emailing her, texting her, just to be blatantly ignored. Soon as I block her, I immediately unblock her. She's got me blocked on everything, but I don't have the strength to even keep her remained blocked.

At this point she's messing with my head so much, and I can't take it no more.

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