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Today i talk to my latest gf who i broke up three months ago because I didn't see her very often, ve'we been togheter for 1 year, i told her every time I miss sex because of her, not enough i ask her the number of her friend that she told me she likes me knowing i was hurting her.. Obvyously she didn't do it but I create a Facebook account to find it myself, i see herself in the picture, smiling, with her exes, travelling, I discover she has a life, she's not just 3 holes to fuck, i'm feeling miserable. Not enough, a feed with one of my exes pops up, i see the photo and remeber everything, she was beautiful, i started to feel sick, i go watch another and another exes, until i search for the love of my life, i break up criyng whatching how cute she was, then i look at the post she made when she was with me..... she was writing how she feel, everyday, and all start good to end bad like, she loves me, she miss me, she like that i'm strange, she wanna marry me, have children and all the good stuff, until you can read some nasty shit like, he doesn't care for me, he don't want me, he doesn't understand how much i love him... At the time I had Facebook but I didn't read the post, i really didn't give a shit, i was just fucking and wasting, thinking just for my self, never text them if not for fucking, i was really a piece of shit. Every time I lost a girlfriend i didn't care and find another one, like it was nothing to me, just somebody to fuck with... 15 years later and nothing have change... how i am so fucked up? Why i can't give love back? Why i'm so cruel to people who love me? Even with friend i'm a piece of shit, all this time I had it all, at this time I could have a family, or be married and all the good stuff that really count, instead i jump from a girl to another, break their hearth and go to another one... wtf is wrong with me? Why i'm so blind? Why i can't feel their love? Why i only want to fuck them... tonigth is a wake up call, I never tied the event, but I see it crystal clear i'm just garbage. If you know wtf i am please tell me...

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