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Weird dream
falseBackstory: I had fertility "issues" (unexplained) for the first two years of my marriage, had some treatment, was pregnant then miscarried.. was pregnant again then went into preterm labor at 6 months and my first born son died in the NICU after 11 days of life from a hospital infection... to say I've gone through a world-wind of emotions trying to have children is an understatement. I have absolutely wanted to end it all at times but and fairly recently I've been wanting to try again.
Story: Sooo about a week ago, I had this weird dream.. DREAMING, that I was getting ready for bed and I grabbed a baby doll. This baby doll was about the size of a toddler (but obviously in my dream state, a doll). As I laid down with the baby doll it suddenly 'came to life' and in a strong female voice said very clearly, "I want to be with you too" and in my dream I just burst into tears hysterically and hugged the doll... even in my dream my reality hurts so much. The baby doll said after the hug, "Love Yourself " ❤️ then it went back to non- animation and my Husband entered the room, laid down for bed and we went to sleep... so that was the dream and a few days later in the week I missed my period and found out I am pregnant. I haven't told my husband about the dream as I thought it was so weird and there was still time for my period after that dream. He also doesn't "dream" like I do which is pretty regularly. I usually share my bizarre dreams with him but this one was different because the baby doll non- animated as he entered the dream/ room as if the message was just for me.
I feel like this human body betrays me. My hair was all falling out postpartum leading me to hate myself even more- because I don't have a living child but I have to deal with ALL of the postpartum problems. So since I've found out I'm pregnant, I'm trying to love myself even though I've yet to have a "successful" pregnancy. I'm not sure who else/ where else I can just let this go because I don't want to tell anyone I'm pregnant again (only a few weeks) so therefore reddit gets my baggage.
TLDR:I had a dream a baby doll (which i assume to be a future child) told me to love myself. I have no living children and have struggled to have a living child.
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