2. Brain Farts: Finding a piece of myself from spicy books. : stressLess-life

Brain Farts: Finding a piece of myself from spicy books.

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I didn't have time for myself back then, I was very busy trying to do what people expected of me, finishing high school, starting college, part time work. I didn't have the experiences that most of my friends had, having many lovers in my youth was not on my to do list. So, I didn't get to find out what I like, to try or experiment. I met my Husband when I was 18 and very quickly fell pregnant with our first child, then our 2nd, got married and then our 3rd, family life took over, which it does for many of us, our children become our most precious cargo, number 1 priority and so....here I am now at 42, sitting on the bloody toilet, high, because I need some fecking sleep, writing this in my notebook (because my brain is doing that thing it does when I try to relax)..about finding a missing piece of myself this week. I like books and when I say books I mean dark fantasy, the spicier the better, don't get me wrong, Tolkien, Rothfuss, Hobb and Martin are all up there in my top Authors list but bloody hell, Sookie stackhouse and Anita Blake, started my journey of Vampires, werewolves, darkness and shadows and oh how I love it. Anyway, I'm new to the whole tiktok thing and very quickly became aware of Booktok and Spicy Booktok 🔥 There I found book recommendations to die for. Sarah.J.Mass was one from there I moved quite quickly onto Shantel Tessier and H.D.Carlton. Holy eff. My poor hormones. From there I decided to try an audio book and quickly realised I liked listening to men moan with pleasure y'know. Through that community on the tok I found an app, designed by women for women for this exact desire 🙌. I feel like a piece of myself has slotted into place, something I should have know about myself a long time ago, just figuring it out at 42, it's a very bittersweet feeling, all the time I've gone without realising it but how much fun I'm going to have now I do. Anyway, the app, its called Quinn. Or TryQuinn. Try it, let me know what you think, if you manage to find it and communicate with the owners, tell them Dorkmageddon sent you 😉

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